Happy Mother’s Day to Me 2008

Posted on May 11, 2008 
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I have been a Mom for more than 3 years now and I am proud to have my kids :P

Check out my photos with my kids through the years.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/intiendes/sets/72157603642202098/

Andy Inside the Pinoy Big Brother House

Posted on May 11, 2008 
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The plus house mates in Pinoy Big Brother House are pretty girls. They have a task to reveal the real side or attitude of the guys. Will the two pretty girls win this task?

Aside from Shy, we have now Andy. Andy is actually Jacklyn Jose’s daughter that is starred on Prinsesa ng Banyera as Sandy. From there, I already noticed this beautiful young lady. For me, she looks like Angel Locsin, just chubby :)

Also, the rumor about Josef’s GF … and her blog… here’s her post:

OHMYFUCKINGGOD.

Seriously, I am THIS close to stabbing some random stranger. What the fuuuck. He couldn`t answer. WHY COULDN`T HE ANSWER? If I was in his place I would`ve given an answer in 2 seconds flat. Okay, I`m convinced that this is no longer paranoia. I HATE THIIIIS. ALL OF THIS. Thank you to those who post conversations. I am learning more and more. And you can bet that it`ll make my decisions easier for me.

I CANNOT GET OVER THIS. I SIMPLY CANNOT.

I KNEW IT. It`s either he already likes her or he`s going to like her. FUCKING FLIRT. AND OHMYGOD, HAS ANYONE NOTICED THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER? It`s how two people who share “something special” look at each other. Motherfuckingshit.

My eyeliner is smudged and I look like a fucking madman on the loose. And I have been smoking like hell. Lung cancer,anyone? I`m practically burning with RAGE.

Tell me, HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST MY BOYFRIEND WHEN HE`S ACTING LIKE A COMPLETE ***?

Thank you world for completely screwing me over. I can now die,thankyouverymuch.

And to think I had a dream last night that Big Brother gave me 20 minutes with Eli cause it was our monthsary. HAHAHAHA.

TAKE NOTE: I`m laughing not cause I`m happy but cause I have lost my mind.

Now, EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING.

Putangina. Killmenow.

JOSEF naman, how could you?

I cannot believe this. I cannot fucking believe this.

All I can say is WHAT THE ***. Seriously. I will not say mean things about that girl here, I`ll just keep them to myself. But really, what the ***. Sooper boy d mo Eli.

I can`t believe this. No, I can`t believe YOU. You`re such a disappointment. I knew that this Pbb thing would be a bad idea.

And yes, I was right.

DOESN`T SHE HAVE A BOYFRIEND??

AND MAYBE IT SLIPPED HIS MIND BUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND TOO.

What the ***. Putangina. Wala na. While watching that scene, I couldn`t help but cry.

Understand me, I am waiting. But I don`t exactly know if I`m waiting for something. Yun pala wala na tapos mukha nalang akong *** dito.

I don`t know how I`m supposed to feel. Up until today, I was so sure that he was mine no matter what happens inside Pbb. But now, I`m not sure about anything anymore.

Yes, maybe it`s the pain talking or the bitterness, but every word I say right now shows how I`m really feeling. Because right now, I don`t know how I feel. Here I am again, back at square one. I`m stuck in a rut and I have no idea how to get out of it. Good luck to me sleeping tonight. No, good luck to me on getting past this.

I was okay with the whole Pbb thing, I really was. Well, duh. I`m working my ass off just to promote Eli. AND TAKE NOTE: I`M NEVER NORMALLY LIKE THIS. ONLY NOOOW. And this is how he repays me?

I am hurt. I am BEYOND hurt. Hurt is an understatement. I am not being petty, believe me.

I know Eli, I know pag may dinidiskartehan siya. And we started off a as best friends. AND NOW THEY`RE “BEST FRIENDS”?? HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?

Now his words mean *** to me. They really do. I let him join because I trusted him and I was sure that he loved me. Now, I don`t know anymore. Well, fine. He may have my name on his arm, but really, does that mean ANYTHING AT ALL now?

I`m just frustrated,okay? I just want to let this all out. I just want to vent. I just want to be alone and cry my eyes out. I just want him back.

PUTANGINA TALAGA.

Pero to all my friends and to all my new found friends (Eli`s fans.) :

Thank you. Seriously, thank you. Your comments and text messages cheered me up. But I`m still fucked up, but nevertheless, they meant something. Sorry to those who texted tapos di ako nagreply, I`m too torn up to reply. But sooper thank you. Sa lahat ng magandang comments and sa lahat ng advices. Sa lahat din ng positive messages. I love you all for that. But right now, I just need time to think and asked myself if this is what I really want.

Jesus Christ, help me. I don`t know what the hell I want anymore. I don`t understand him. Usually, I can read his mind. But now, malabo na eh. Lahat malabo na.

*** THIS LIFE.

I thought he`d be different. UGHHHH. I don`t want to tell Peter in the end na, “sana nakinig nalang ako sayo.” I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT HE`S DIFFERENT. I DO. BUT NOW, THAT`S NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE. I am broken right now. And I need to straighten my thoughts because really, this is unacceptable to me. It really is. I may or may not eat my words after a day or two, but right now, THIS is how I feel. I FEEL SHITTY. And I have every right to throw a *** fit right now cause I hate what I`m seeing. And I hate the way I`m feeling.

And Eli, why can`t I read your mind?

WHYYYY?

I have a million questions with no answers. I want to shoot myself in the head cause I`ll be up all night asking myself, WHY.

You know I love you. Oh God, at least I THINK you know that.

This is bullshit. It really is.

But after all that`s been said and done, you know you`ll always be my number one.

I just want to escape reality. Take me away, please?

Hey there, I know it’s hard to feel like I don’t care at all.

Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on (and on and on and on)

Slow things down or speed them up,

Not enough or way too much, (and on and on and on)

How are you when i’m gone?

So cut my wrists and black my eyes (cut my wrists and black my eyes)

So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.

Because you killed me,

You know you do, you kill me well, you like it too and I can tell,

You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words,

I love you is all she heard,

I’ll wait for you, but I can’t wait forever.

BY: Mica Ocampo

=== I admire Mica’s strength … she is a great Gal.

Mica’s note to Josef in her post, I am the best slut in town =

I`m too good of a woman for you. :)

Indeed she is!

BACK TO THE VIDEO … I was intrigued of Ejay and Valerie’s talk at the end of the clip … hmmm …

CHIKKA CHIKKA :)

Comfort for the Eye and Energy Saving

Posted on May 11, 2008 
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My work requires me to face the monitor at least 8 hours a day. Our office is divided with people who has an lcd monitor and those who just have a crt ones. The company is currently upgrading the monitors but understandable, the budget is only enough for a few monitors every month.

What is the difference of an lcd monitor from a crt? Simple, lcd monitor does not hurt your eye even if you stare at it 24/7 and it saves electricity.

Shy Reveals Herself

Posted on May 11, 2008 
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This is the most beautiful part of PBB that I have watched. A start of a new friendship. NOW, my bet is on Beauty. In all of the house mates, she is someone I could see myself and my friends closely. Wild, yet true.

Finally, it has been revealed that Shy is indeed Farina Runkle.

Know more about Shy in Pinoy Big Brother House.

HappySlip Supacam Contest

Posted on May 10, 2008 
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I joined HappySlip’s Supacam Contest. So, if you know HappySlip and has followed her video’s and KevJumba’s, you would understand my video. Here it is:

If you are planning to join the contest, you still have time. If not…

PLEASE HELP me … vote for me and spread the word. I’ll give you updates about it :) THANK YOU!

CRAB oh CRAB

Posted on May 9, 2008 
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I can’t breath… I am crying… my saliva is flowing… I can’t take it… I could die LAUGHING…

SHOCKS … Josef is like a gay … even worst than gay when he shouts … he’s like a baby … HA HA HA HA

They are soo OA … Pinoy Big Brother Teens Plus are UBER OA!

Dang That One Word

Posted on May 9, 2008 
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ONE WORD … almost had me holding into something to not fall off. ONE WORD!

Aaaaahh I am never saying a word again that I lightly or just slightly understand. It causes confusion.

DANG that one word!

Tag: 20 Questions

Posted on May 9, 2008 
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I have been tag by Malditang Pinay.

Here are the rules:

Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. (I changed Q # 9)

1. At what age do/did you wish to marry?

When I was younger, I was thinking of being married before 30. I remember one of my X-BF told me, if you are still not married when you reach the age of 30, I will have to put you on a shut-gun wedding. Funny that he said that, perhaps that was the time when he still can’t get over me, but he has a new love now, and I think he doesn’t wish of that to happen. In less than 4 years I’ll be 30, so he might be wishing I would be married by then. he he he I hope so too … and I hope to someone I love and will love me for eternity and that we are happy.

2. What color do you like most?

Green. I could just imagine there’s a tree and green grass around it and me sitting under the tree. Peaceful … beautiful.

3. Have you ever shoplifted?

No

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

The place in where my love one is … it burdens me to think I could not touch him, hug him, kiss him … when I wanted to.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most?

Stretch marks, those things … I could not go naked and take a shot of myself :P

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?

CRY! I don’t stop myself from crying :P

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

My strength … strength to remember the people around me … and strength to be able to carry myself so that I wont be a burden to the people around me.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Put up a good business, save some.

9. What are you doing to earn?

Have a regular job and a bit of extra.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:

Confident, Loving, Responsible

11. How do you cope with boredom?

Depends on the situation, but here are my actions: drive, shop, games, sleep … oh I almost forgot … fight :P

12. Till now, what is the moment that you regret the most?

Hmm … being stupid to tell someone about my desperations in life that ruined our relationship … I dunno what could have happened to me if I didn’t do so … but thinking about it … it was so stupid of me to do that!

13. Which type of person do you hate the most?

LIAR … thats all it!

14. What is your ambition?

To have a house of my own, income that could cover the needs of my family and be happy.

15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for?

World Peace! <– naks!

16. How did you celebrate New Year?

With sleepy family :)

17. It is already 2008, do you have a new year’s resolution?

Get things DONE!

18. What do you look forward to in 2009?

I am 1 step closer to my dreams :)

19. Are u a physical fighter or talker?

Talker … but could be physical when pushed to the limit.

20. Are you in love?

YES! It’s  a great feeling to have … why lose it :P

I Tag:

  1. Glady
  2. Marcos
  3. Mawe
  4. Kit
  5. Patadyong
  6. Bevelyn
  7. Tom
  8. Laila

I Hate Priscilla

Posted on May 9, 2008 
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Talagang OA na tong batang to … haaay … kala mo kung sino … feeling niya leader siya … at kung magsalita kala niya tama siya lagi … buti na lang at binuking siya ni Big Bro noon na siya ang nangunang nang husga about kay Shy.

Kainis talaga … siguro ganyan lang ang diabled … insecure … sana she will grow from it and learn to accept her weakness.

Diet Pills

Posted on May 8, 2008 
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Do you think I use diet pills? Sorry to disappoint you, but honestly, I didn’t drink any medicine to slim me down. I don’t know why, but I just slimmed down. Depression? Maybe, but I see it that God has purpose on why he made me look the way I am now.

I am happy on how things are going on in my life. A lot of appreciation, love, respect and comfort I got from friends I know are real to me. Disappointments are part of our life to grow, let us have that and just embrace it with a positive outlook.

Good Bless.

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