Archive for February, 2008

There were times at night I couldn’t sleep only to find myself thinking about life. This is one of those nights. I keep on thinking about my past, present and future. This what comes into my mind:

(To someone) If you think that losing that someone would mean the end of your life, you are wrong. You have yet to learn true love.
Indeed what they say is true, that true love means knowing to let go. You would be proud of yourself when you finally learn to how to love truly.

(To someone else) You know that if I wanted to I could have you with just a click of my hands, but why I choose to let you go. I love and therefore I sacrifice. I don’t think of just myself but what would be best for majority. I am not selfish. You should try it sometimes, to think of what is best for the majority and not just pleasure for yourself. You have to learn to be honest and love yourself first, before you could love someone else truly.
Why I am doing this? I am building for my future now. What is it for me to suffer for my present? I know in doing so, in the future I would be laughing and satisfied. To be able to give the people I love the things they need rather than for me to enjoy life now and in the future regret things. Because for what? I wasn’t able to do my best, or because I was blinded of my love for you that I could not see clearly what future would brings. To have given you everything I have including my pride. My love for you has eaten my personality. It has changed me from what I am before and made me become the achiever that I am now. If weren’t for you, I would be just contented on everything laid down on me. For I was a princess, who just commands and everything has been given. Before, you not being able to give me what I expect was something new for me and maybe it what leads me to know you deeper. It has, and it is not only you that I have known better, but your family, my family, my friends, my enemies and most importantly myself. To have been able to appreciate me, for why people around me look up to me. For why they were so disappointed for what I have become. But I wasn’t. I am happy now, much happier … and maybe if I am still with you, I wouldn’t be as happy.
Only the two of us knows what we have gone through and what we feel for each other. Who is such a bad liar and who is expert in it. It is not something I know others would understand, because they haven’t been through what we had.

(To another someone) I maybe a bitch and was a desperada. If you haven’t gone through that, then maybe you have yet to experience what I have or your life is just simply boring.

At times I pray to God:
“Lord, take my life now. I couldn’t see what difference I could make in or for my future. Just give the life you have shared to me, to someone who needs it the most.”
Yet our Creator choose to let me live. Everyday, it got me thinking, what else has God in-stored for me? I know someone could take care of my children and that people around me loves them and won’t leave them hanging. So, I would be happy leaving them. There seems to be no one needing me badly, that would really be dependent on just me. But, I will wait for my final mission in this world. Until then, you’ll see me around. If you are irritated with me, live with it. Who knows, I might be as irritated of you or even more than you are irritated of me.

If you have been on my side, you’ll know I cry a lot. With this, you will also know I have a strong personality. There is someone I admire for being strong. Maybe if not for her, I would think of life differently. She has been my model after seeing her bravely facing life after being Broken Hearted.

To all my inspirations. THANK YOU!

Yesterday, I decided to move my hosting to this site from GoDaddy to HostMonster. Now, I have all my sites hosted on HostMonster. It was my first experience to transfer a hosted site into another one. The experience was such an exciting one. Since I have ads on my site, I don’t want the advertisers to pull out, therefore I have to do the transfer fast. However, since it was my first time – I crammed when eventually things didn’t happen as planned. So, I did all the things I could, check everything and then I found the problem. Good thing when I was cramming, I still have my mind on things. That was it, now this has been transferred.

To all the people who like my brokenhearted.intiendes.com site, it has been forwarded to its own domain now. Check: Broken Hearted

Lastly, after work, I went to Max to personally meet the manager and explain to them further and hear their side on what had happened last February 14. The thing in here is that they want to personally say sorry for what had happened and that they acknowledge their mistakes. So I did. The important thing for me, is that when you commit a mistake or done something bad to me, you have to acknowledge it and with that you have to be sorry and learn from it. Sometimes people do say sorry but they don’t mean it .. they sorry and commit the same mistake over and over again. Ahhh well … that was yesterday I have the control of rest of the day today

Together with my two other team mates. A flu is such an infectious disease!

Haachoooo … I hope you won’t get infected.

hitfree.info is a proxy that uses the IP 76.76.5.103 to hide an identity. I must admit, my hater knows his or her way in the internet. A good find! Good for you.

Hater as defined: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=hater

I suggest you read those and reflect on your self. For you couldn’t assume you know someone if you are not him or her. It takes a lifetime to know thyself, so why would you assume you know thee?

I don’t hate you, in fact I feel sad for you. Why? Because I know you seem to be on your lowest point now and the fact that you are hiding is a proof to that. You are ashamed of who you are and maybe what you have become.

You say I am a desperada bitch. Yes, I admit; I was a desperada and I am a bitch. In every person there is a flaw, no one is perfect, though we try our best to be. If you say I talk behind your back, why are you so afraid of confronting me to resolve the issue. Ask me if what you heard is true. Then if it is, ask me why I do so. Not that you do this. Will you hating me and giving me messages here resolve this? I think not. If you just go to me or message me on Yahoo Messenger, perhaps we could put a period into this issue.

You say I had no choice, but you are wrong. Each one of us make or build our own life. We decide for things to happen to us, we are the ones in control of every aspect we have in our life. You may not agree with me on this now, because you haven’t yet found peace, but once you have, you’ll see things clearly and you’ll know that you are in control.

About me; I could say that I am in control of my life and I have survived the trials our God has given me. It was a test of faith and it brought me back to Him.

Have a blessed day to you and may you find peace.

I received an email from the Max Manager, because of the unpleasant experience we had during Valentines Day.
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Hi Maam,

This is Nelly P. Camacho, Area Operations Manager of Max’s Iloilo and Bacolod. Before anything Maam, I would like to apologize for not being satisfied with the service given to as stated in your blog. Our Field Operating Consultant from Max’s Franchising Head Office had immediately called me up to discuss this concern. It has always been our outmost goal to delight all our customers everyday all the time, may it be peak days or lean days.

I have already made investigation on this matter and discussed this concern with the whole staff of Max’s Delgado. I will not give any excuse for happened Maam but please accept our sincere apology and believe that it was not an unintentional act of disrespect on the part of any our crew. Thank you for always believing in Max’s.

I believe you are from Iloilo Maam and if its not so much of an inconvenience to you, may I ask for your contact number.

Thank you for always believing in Max’s great food and please do come visit us again and allow us make things right this time.

Sincerly,

Nelly Camacho

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Apology Accepted!

It is just good to know that they take actions on such complaint given by their customers. As I said on my post on what happened, I love Max’s food. I just hope it really won’t happen again, so that the smile on our faces would be because we love the food and the service, not just the food alone.

With the results I got and a keyword that is so fresh and good – I am creating this Meme.

For who? For female SEO, because the title is Goddess. It would be awkward to have a male Goddess

The AIM: To test your skill as a Female SEO and to be able to help other SEO by giving some tips.

Instructions for SEO Goddess Meme:

• Make a Post on your blog entitled “SEO Goddess.” Within this post, write info on how you were able to know such keyword, who introduced you to this Meme and your aim in getting high rank for such keyword or just testing your skills. (Ex: SEO Goddess)
• The next day; check Google, Yahoo and MSN for the results. Have a screen shot of the results that you got and post it with a title “SEO Goddess Result.” Within the post, write the details on what you have done to have that ranking and some tips for SEO. (Ex: SEO Goddess Result)
• On your SEO Goddess Result post, link to this post with the title SEO Goddess Meme, like this: SEO Goddess Meme. This is to track who were the female SEO that joined this challenge.

Invite your SEO Goddess friends to join this SEO challenge. It’s fun and fulfilling. Try it out!

FYI: My hands are so itchy to buy a domain with this keyword, but I already have Pinay SEO for my SEO journey. Plus, I have so many domains already, I hardly have time to update all of them. So, you might want to have that domain The advantage is, you’ll have an international acknowledgment for having such powerful title (unlike mine only limited for Pinay). Please do link me up if ever you decide on buying this domain. Thanks in advance!

GOOD LUCK!

Yesterday, I have read a former colleague’s blog testing the “SEO Goddess” as keyword to top on search engines. So, I tried it myself. I was able to post yesterday with a title SEO Goddess, putting short text within it. Today, I checked Google and Yahoo for the said keyword, and I was the top on both (click the screenshot I made for a larger image). Unluckily, I was nowhere to be found on MSN.

I haven’t done anything to promote the said post, I just post it as is. Search engines just crawled and indexed it and put me on the top.

I don’t know much about SEO, and everyday is my adventure in learning it. I am proud to say that even if my website has gone PR4->PR3 and now PR0, it still has the power to top in Search Engine Results. So, is PR important? It is, in some instances. But the most important thing is, a fruitful content you have in your blog, for readers and search engines to capture.

A former colleague has TOP this keyword in 4 days of doing SEO with it. I wonder what she did. I hope I could do the same.

I got to say I love FAT guys and I thought this show would be interesting since I would be seeing FAT people … BUT SHOOOOSH … I was so disappointed when they showed the final contestants, some are not even what I call FAT nor CHUBBY … they’re just simply OA!

I don’t know their basis of choosing the contestants, but for me it looks like they just choose people whom they thought they could manage to make slimmer. I have seen that there were a lot of FAT cuties that auditioned, I wonder why they choose those OA ones.

I am really disappointed … I’m not gonna watch it again even if there’s a FAT guy there that I find adorable … but when I look at the others … I would just blow in anger … so I’d rather not watch it.

SHOOOSH again … I am losing my temper on that show … STUPID!

This morning, I got a surprise gift from Tita Ting. It was a book entitled “When God Created Mothers” by Erma Bombeck. I like to read, but I am not fond of reading long stories. However, this book is really such a cute one and have a very simple short story that will surely touch a mothers heart.

I’d recommend this a thousand times for all the mother out there, or a husband looking for a gift for their wives.

I am so honored and happy to be able to receive this kind of gift, from a woman that is respected by many.

Yeah, you got it right! It had my tears flowing early.