Archive for August, 2009

I love Saturday’s and Sunday’s because its those days I get to spend most of my time with my family, especially with my kids.

I used to think that having kids would be a burden, and that what scared me before when I got pregnant.  I must admit it was hard having a baby, but it didn’t stop me to have another one.

It was really a fulfilling experience having to see my children grow the way they are now. It somehow made me proud of myself. My children are so sweet and they are showy of their love.

I want to share what happened awhile ago.

My daughter walked in, in my room with a pack of chaymito in one hand and bananas in the other. She hopped into my bed and gave me a banana and chaymito. These are the moments that makes me feel happy being a Mom. I know I am not perfect, but it doesn’t stop my kids from loving me.

Kids are great and I am happy God gave me the perfect kids for me.

Life is good!

A part of my job is to submit directories, and as someone with knowledge on SEO, I know the importance of a directory and how one on my field need more of it. So, I thought why not create a directory to help out. However, I think mentaining it would be hard or even just managing it. Also an its funny to submit directory to other directories.

When I was young, I was the one in the family who likes dog the most. I was being guarded by them when I was a baby and on my young years, I have kissed, bathed, fed, traveled and do all fun things with my dogs. However, all those changed when the last dog I love died. I was so hurt and I never loved any dog since then.

My cousin is now doing the same thing, loving her dog more than herself I assume, because she seems to have pet supplements but not vitamins for herself.

Well, that is how we love

I just viewed a pic of a 30 years old person, then I noticed his wrinkles. It’s not a good thing to watch. Seeing him on that pic, makes me think he is older.

It makes me want to take care of my skin now, perhaps I should use best wrinkle cream whenever those wrinkles would show up, to keep me look appropriately my age.

Acne is usually the problem of teenagers. Even a clean face could have an acne. I have known of a person who washes her face often but then she would have a lot of acne. Good thing for me that even if I have acne during my teenage days, it just vanished when I am past puberty.  This person who washes her face often however still got acne problems even if she is already old. I guess she needs acne treatments for that and not just face washing.

Usually, bathroom faucets are small and sometimes too small for person like me. I have big hands and often, I wanted to have the faucet that would have enough indention from side, or better yet make all the faucets longer to allign it to the center of the sink. Why do they make faucets so tiny and put it very close to the edge of the sink? I don’t get it, of all these years only a few actually have faucets that I could say are appropriate.

My mom used to tell me that my guy cousin acts mo feminish than I am because he is neat and he takes care of things.

One major example would be the use of our car. Whenever I am the one using it, I don’t clean it because I would be too tired to do so, but my cousin does.

Yesterday, I checked the car and it needed a major cleaning. I need to get a new car mats because the ones in the car now are ripped.

Lately, I have been super busy in my professional life. It is not a secret that I work in more hours than I should. I only sleep at an average of 2 hours a day and I would be lucky if I could have more than that.

I wish I could go back to the time in where I would just play Resident Evil all day long without worrying about anything else. However, that would seem impossible now. I haven’t even bought a PS3 in where before I am updated on these kinds of gadgets.

So, do I have time for games or the better question would be will I ever have time for games at all? We’ll see in the future.

I feel at peace right now. So, I am writing this with a clear mind.

I know there are people who doesn’t like me, but who doesn’t have someone disliking them? Even “Saints” have those. So, who am I to be more “goody” than they are?

So, what do I have to say to my haters?

“If you have nothing good to say, SHUT the #@^% UP!”

I think for now, I consider that as an accomplishment! If you know me personally, I WAS a “war-freak” but I guess when you have almost everything you wanted in life, you just learn how to understand and symphatize with others.

So what changed me?

Firstly, I would like to mention LOVE. That word is complicated, but one reason why I believe in “God” is because I believe in love. As they say, God is Love! I am in love with a person I know who loves me as well. On what level you might ask? Well, to the point, that we’ve faced teenage life together, learned love and those other “first” special things. We hated each other at one point, but things just have its own way of linking us back together. Most of the time, we’re friends who openly discuss things about life in general. Do we understand each other? I guess pretty much, yes! We learned to understand each other, by knowing each others background. After all, he is the only man I have known for the longest time in my life and remained to be in touch. He accepts me for who I am – FULLY! He is not funny, but he makes me happy.

So, with Love comes LUST? To be honest, I guess TV has been helpful in my case. Whether TV is making me crazy, or it is just the best therapy for this kind of situation. Did I mention, my love and I are worlds apart? If I haven’t, well now you know we are. There’s only one thing he asked of me, “be good.” So, I do it the very best. Let’s go back to TV. I haven’t had sexual partner for quite some time now, so I watch TV to somehow fill that patch of my life Not that I watch porn and satisfy myself, but I guess just seeing those romantic movies (mostly romantic comedy) and seeing those people making love, is satisfying enough for me. I don’t play with myself if that is what you are thinking. I plainly watch it and let my heart feel the love. So porn is not effective on me, I am more into seeing the “love” in the story, rather than the “ahh.. ahh.. ohhh” thing.

I love my FAMILY! Quote from Lilo and Stitch, “This is my family. It’s small and it’s broken, but it’s good. Yeah, it’s good.” My family is just perfect for me.

One important aspect in life is MONEY, so do I have that? I don’t earn as much as most of the people around me, but I earn enough to slowly get on my feet. I know I would get to the point in where I would accomplish all of my dreams. So, now I am working hard on achieving it and enjoying my career as I go along with it.

With the busy schedule I have, it was hard for me to be in touch with my FRIENDS. In life, as we experience things, we learn from it and GROW. I’ve lost a few friends and gained a lot. In friendship, I have learned that it is important to have a balanced give and take relationship, because if one thing is short, then it would just fall off.

I value each person that comes into my life and I just wish that I have more time to spend knowing and building relationship but I don’t hold time and there is only 24 hours a day. Nothing much I could do with that but spend it wisely.

I may view things differently than others would normally do but try to open your mind. I belive, I am not a bad person. If you see me that way, then suit yourself. But I don’t think I have done anything to harm anybody. If I have caused you harm, then I am sorry.

I am happy, and I hope you are as well.

Enjoy Life!

Everytime I hear that song “Tie a Yellow Ribbon ‘Round the Old Oak Tree” I would remember former President Corazon Aquino. Obviously, because it seems to be her favorite color because that is the color she often wears.

It was my Mom’s favorite color as well because my Mom likes Cory.

Rest in Peace former President Corazon Aquino. I know you are happy to finally be with your husband after being apart for a long time.