My friend was having a chat with his other friends about boy friends and girl friends when suddenly he heard a familiar name. So, he asked me about it. He confirmed his instinct, he was right!

He told me that a person I once knew is hitting on his friend.

Let us call this person “GO” for it would be hard to explain without a codename.

As far as I am concerned this GO have a GF and let us call her “MO.” I also thought that GO is head over heels in love with MO and that is loyal to her. So, I asked my friend, “Is your friends named MO?” He answered me no, and that GO is currently courting his friend, which means, it is another girl.

Well, somehow it brough ease into my heart knowing that I am not hard to love. Some people just don’t know how to do it!

I then have a chit chat with my friend for a long lost communication. If before, we were in a stage of getting to know each other, now we were faced with a situation in where we were getting to know our self.

I then realized that both of us have something in common. We are massochist, but his is worst than mine.

Let me tell you a story about me and being in love. Once upon a time, I have this crush on a chubby person. I thought that I would be happy if I have him on my world. I was able to get his heart, but when I did, I lost the sense of challenge and felt bored being with him. This goes on to all of my relationships. So do you think I know how to love? Is it love that I am looking for or just a challenge in life? I have yet to find out.

This is me:

• I love being ignored, because it challenges me to make things have its twist and most of the time I get the power over this.
• I love being the other woman, because it is a challenge not to get caught by the real one. – Yet, I often wonder how MEN could do it – ha ha ha
• I love being tortured emotionally, yet I don’t like watching movies with sad endings.

My friend however loves to be hurt physically, but I don’t like that … I would fight back if you slap me or spank me

It’s good to have X’s arround as a friend. After all, they are the people whom you have showed your true personality and knows you in and out. They give good advices as well, based on how they know you and how you would react on things. I love being with my X’s if before I plan my world arround them, now I realized, they are just there to keep my world going round

If I say I love you X. It would mean way different than the I love you I sent out before … way way different. After all, I don’t have the lust for them now … HE HE HE … just the feeling of need for someone to talk to. I am glad I still have them on my side …

Thanks for being there … and I love you dear friend!

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