Since I lost my money, I thought of ways to earn it back by working harder than I used to. I ask for guidance, since I usually stop at Molo, I decided to always pass by Molo Church and attend the mass everyday from 5:00 pm to 6:00 pm.

Usually only a few people would attend the mass, but yesterday I was shocked to see the church is full. There was a “Lai” celebration.

I won’t focus too much on me being at the church, because I want to share how evil I am when I got home. I was at peace when I was in the church praying that everything would be okay with my family. I admit, I am not a church person before, but recently I just find it calming and that everything is on its place when I go to the church and pray. So, I got home late and my mom starts to ask questions like, where have you been? – I answered, in the church; why so suddenly you go to the church often? – I answered, why is it a sin now to go to the church?; who is with you this time? – do I need a company to be able to go to the church? I was really pissed because I don’t think I need to explain myself to her and her just having doubts about what I do just … aaarrrgh!

OKAY! I am a bitch but that was before … or I am not playing as a bitch right now! I wish I was with someone or I am with someone now, but I have no one … that is also one of the things I prayed, for me to find someone that is really meant for me or is a good match for me.

Haaaaay … I just feel so tired … I just want to get out of the house … but I can’t! I have no money and I don’t have a house of my own yet or saved any for it … May I get the money that I deserve to finance all our needs and wants.

AMEN

Tags: church, evil, pissed, pray

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