Hectril and I

• Posted: February 17, 2007
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• Author: Junelle
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• Filed under: Love, Simply Me
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That was August (years ago) when Hectril and I met in a chat room. I was broken hearted then. (I don’t go into a chat room if I am not.) From there we got to know each other.

We met because he needs help in Visual Basic in which I know a little of. I wasn’t much of help for him that day.

Since then we often go out with his friends, became closer and eventually became lovers. I was often in his house, so I got to know his family better.

It was February 14 (years ago) that I knew, aside from me, he has another girlfriend (GF-C) far from him.

GF-C was sending him a message. I replied using his mobile phone. I asked her who she really is. She told me she is the GF of Hectril. I confronted him, but he said that I am his girlfriend and that GF-C is his past. But on his way home I saw him crying. We talked and there, we broke up. (Who am I to stand in the way of two people loving each other?)

I knew he went to the girl, because I heard she was hospitalized because of that event. The girl then got my number. She called me and then kept on sending me threatening message. I was not used to it so I told Hectril about it.

Maybe because of such attitude GF-C, Hectril broke up with her. Then Hectril and I got back together. We were ON and OFF, because I often caught him for being a playboy.

My insecurity builds up.

I got pregnant and we had a baby girl, but we never got married because he was not ready then.

I got tired of the ON and OFF thing, so I decided to formally break up without any fight.

I was confident that time because he was still holding on to me.

A month has passed and he asked me if he could court someone else, and I permitted him to do so. It was just okay with me, after all I am the one who broke up to move on.

When I knew he had a GF (GF-D), I was so jealous. Especially he is showing me things that he does to her that he hasn’t done to me before. Like saying, don’t be so close to me because I don’t want to lose the one I love (he meant GF-D). I also saw her picture in his mobile phone – wallpaper. (He has not done this to me before. Even during the time I let him borrow my mobile phone).

I don’t think that she is more beautiful than me, though she knows how to fix herself and be presentable.

I don’t use make ups, nor dress up like a model, because for me simplicity is beauty. As you could see, as simple as I am – I am beautiful.

I don’t know what happened to them, but it seems they lost communication.

Since Hectril and I often see each other, because I bring our baby to his house at least once a week. We became closer.

We saw that our daughter is happy when she is surrounded by her family.

I know he loves our daughter, and so do I.

We treasure our friendship now, and I am proud the way we are.

This just proves that X-Lovers could be best of friends; because of the bond that they have formed long ago, and for accepting each other fully.

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