@Pat and Antoine - Thank you, soo much for the comfort.
@Pat - I believe this will pass, and somehow I am feeling better than days ago.

ahaii...kaya m nah nang...juz think na may replacement man na japun in any other ways...don't be stressed by it...hehe. cheer up. you'll earn millions panaman

Oh, you poor thing! I know the feeling. Happened to me once before; now I am very careful and very vigilant when I am carrying a big amount of money. I know it is a big amount and you've worked hard for it but you will get it back in some other form. At least, you are okay health-wise and can still recover what you've lost. And the most important thing is that the kids are well and healthy, plus, you have the comfort of knowing your parents are by your side, no matter what.

From what I've read from your posts (and I have read a lot), you are a strong person. This, too shall pass, believe me and it will make a better and stronger person out of you. Good luck.