Posts Tagged ‘fat’

Yes, I watched Grey’s Anatomy again S06E21 “How Insensitive” because I saw the promo and it features a fat man, and I can’t resist – I love fat men. I have forgotten how that TV series could pinch my heart and make me cry almost every episode, so I did awhile ago while I was watching it.

The reason why I stopped watching it because the character Izzie Stevens was gone, they removed the character from the series and it wasn’t a good farewell for the character. I have watched all the episodes of that series since it started until Izzie was out, sometimes even more than once if the episode was that good to be repeated. I must admit, I watch because I liked the romance between Alex and Izzie, but then they broke my heart when they let the two separate.

So, Izzie’s name has been mentioned during today’s episode, but I don’t like the storyline the way I did before. I liked the encouraging story they had written for the fat man, but I don’t think I would be watching or would be waiting for the next episode. When they broke my heart, they took away the hope I had for love and I didn’t like that idea. I guess, also one reason I watched the show before, because it was keeping my hope in love alive – that no matter how bad a person is, or whatever you have gone through in life, mistakes you made; the one you love will always be there to understand and to forgive. I have too much drama in my real life, and I wanted to at least feel happiness in love watching TV shows. I watched Grey’s Anatomy again, but I wouldn’t be watching more of it now.

My cousin gave me a visit this morning, but I was on my way out and I am wearing a tube. When she saw me, she laughed so hard as if I look funny on my suit, but I think I am cute wearing it. However, upon seeing the reaction of my cousin, I believe I need fat burners to make me thinner.

Call me weird but I know there are a few who are like me, that finds FAT as sexy.

I don’t know why I have come to a point in where I really don’t like a slim guy to be a boyfriend. Don’t get me wrong, I have suitors who are slim guys, and they just don’t pass my qualifications.

I have crushes before that are not fat, but that was the past.

I guess it all started when I had a fat boyfriend and a fat fling. Ever since, only a big built could catch my attention.

The pic above is such a beautiful masterpiece for me What do you think?

Everyday I am worried!

It is indeed flattering when someone compliments that I am slimming down, but I really don’t plan to. An advantage of it however, is that I could walk without getting tired fast.

I have been eating as much as I could since I receive a lot of compliments of slimming down. Even after lunch I would buy something to eat. I sometimes feel that I am beginning to have a headache due to my cholesterol intake. Whenever that happens, I relax for a while then eat again after the headache would be gone.

Yesterday, my neighbor is beside me in a public transportation (jeep). She keeps on looking at me and looks like she is wondering. Then finally she asked, “Are you Baby Girl?” Then I replied, “Yes.” Baby girl is my nickname and most of my neighbors knew me in that name – eventually it became BIG girl since I am not a baby anymore. Back to my neighbor; she told me I look different because I have slimmed down and that is why she was in doubt if it is really me or someone who just looks like me.

This morning, someone gave me same compliment as well. I was thinking, yesterday I ate 2 slices of a delicious cake from Coffee Break that cost Php 35 each. I guess, I should choose another cake then make it 3 because obviously I am not eating enough to gain my cute chubby figure again

I watched a movie last night saying that in Kenya, women who are large are considered rich and beautiful. I guess as a chubby or fat lover, I see things like they do. After all, you won’t get fat unless you have something to eat

F*@#& those air force… why are they showing it on TV? ITS DISCRIMANATION WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO MICAN.

MY BIG LOVE!

YEHEY… Pinoy Big Bro … You got my taste I AM LOVING IT!

Go Mican Go!

Mican is the replacement for Shy.

New year, new look, new posts and new topic. I was wondering what to put on my first post; perhaps it would be better if I tell a story of my life.

Let me start, I was born January 30, 1982; which would make me 25 years old today – Happy Birthday to me HURAAAAH. Some would say that I was born with a silver spoon, perhaps it’s true, because when I was young, I often get what I want. Maybe that would explain why I am so demanding – am I?

I studied Preschool to High school at Assumption – Iloilo, and college at the University of San Agustin. I graduated Bachelor of Science in Computer Engineering. At first I thought the course I took would give me a profession in where I could just sit in the computer and type all day long. Later, I found out that its mostly hardware that we are going to be working with, then I knew the course for me was supposed to be Computer Science – in which at first, I thought it’s a course for scientist. Well, it’s me… sometimes I do get kind of dumb.

After graduation, I can’t wait to have a job – hoping to work in an office, sit and type all day long; even if I am just hired as a computer secretary. I tried working in a call center – finished and passed the training period there, but the company is corrupt and therefore I decided to stop. The next job that came into my life is somewhat I call my Dream Job, sitting in a computer all day long and just type. I am grateful to have this job, because I could proudly say I got in this on my own.

It’s been more than a year that I have worked in this company. Met a lot of friends, got some enemies too. Its life, it’s normal to have those. My satisfaction with this company is enough to make me stay in here for long.

Love life, well I had a baby before I graduated college. I was never married, but my relationship with the father of my child made me comfortable and stronger in facing life’s challenges.

Likes… Fat men, why I like them? I had my first boyfriend when I was just 19 years old. He is a handsome fat guy. During our relationship I had a fling with another fat guy (just can’t get enough of fat guys). So I got caught, and both relationships ended. Since then, no one could catch my attention except for fat or big guys. I had another fat boyfriend, didn’t work out because he was so stupid. Then the father of my baby came into my life (he is of course fat), he seems nice at first but I found out he was such a playboy. Then another boyfriend (fat guy too) came, this time I know this guy loves me from head to toe. I don’t know what is wrong with me, but I was head over heels in love with him from the start, but the relationship got boring when he wanted me all to himself. Then I got back with the father of my baby that was the time we had our beautiful daughter. I can’t seem to accept his being playboy, so were better off as friends.

Seems to me I have explained almost everything about me in this post. I hope you would learn to understand me better with this blog.

Keep on visiting for an exciting adventure into my world.